I sometimes find myself
Viewing myself as
A victim of my own mind
So focused on the ‘I’
The external world so easily forgotten
I see myself trapped in some sort of imaginary tragedy
Not so much self-pity
As deterministic helplessness
I recognise my warped patterns of thinking
And I want so desperately to escape
To explore my strengths and stop craving attention
I don’t need anyone else to make me happy
I don’t need validation
I have a lot of things to learn about myself
To figure out on my own
Life is full of transience
Humans are not static beings
While the idea of change sometimes terrifies me
It also brings with it a sense of adventure
Unexplored terrain
Possibilities.
Beautiful x
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